Sorry, for deleting everything and then leaving you all hanging there! I've been drowning in deadlines (not a bad thing...it's for my next BPS class that I hope to give you some sneaks on real soon) and still will be for the next 12 days or so, but I don't want to take that long to tell you what's going on.
For the last couple of weeks I have been thinking about what my 'one little word' is going to be for 2009 and nothing was coming to me. Finally, a few nights ago the word "clean" came to mind and I knew instantly that it was the perfect word for how I want to live for the year (well forever really). Working on the project I'm creating for my next BPS class has really opened my eyes up to how I've been living, what's working right and what I would like to change. This is what 'Clean' means to me.
Clean body - I want to find a cleansing diet to start out with and then eat mostly organic and healthy foods for the whole year. I want to know that what's going into my body is good for me and my family. (Anyone know of any good places for me to get information?) I want to get healthy and back into shape and I know I need to start eating healthier and cleaner to get there.
Clean mind - I want to get my life organized so that I can get rid of the chaos that is always in my head. There are a lot of things I need to get into place to get my mind to level of 'cleanness' that I long for. I want to learn how to meditate and quite my mind and I know that I can't do that until I am able to clean out the clutter in my mind.
Clean soul - I have been on a soul searching journey for a while now and this year I really want to kick that into gear. I want to learn how to really meditate and do yoga and find enlightenment and I know I need to work on cleaning up my soul to achieve the level of peace that I long for.
Clean my house - I do not like how unorganized my house feels and no matter what it always feels dirty. Our house is only seven years old, so it shouldn't be hard for me to get it back into the level of cleanliness that I desire. Having a messy and unorganized house adds a lot of unhappiness into our lives. I want to learn Fung Shui so I can bring balance and harmony into our home.
Clean air - This involves not only clean air, but a clean environment in general. I want to bring some plants into our home that help keep the air. I want to learn what products I am using that are harmful to our air quality and make smarter choices.
Clean up my act - Now this is the reason for deleting my blog history. I need to clean up my act and stop saying I'm going to do things that I never do. Looking back at my blog history, I saw way to many times that I said I was going to do something that I never did...or that I started and never followed through on. I don't only do that here on the blog, but in every aspect of my life. The one that bothers me the most is when I tell my kids I'll do something and then find a reason to get out of it later. I deleted my blog history so I could move forward with this goal on a clean slate with out all of the broken promises staring me in the face.
Clean life - I want to live a clean life and I think that by doing all of the things above I will be on my way to getting there. I want to find a balance to my life and start making decisions that I know are good for me and are done towards the goal of living "CLEAN".
Anyone know of anything that can help me with any of these goals? They are all major leaps for me and will take a clear focus and strong dedication and I know I'm committed, but I could use some help so feel free to offer any advice you have!